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Mood:  not sure
June 15,2006
Howdy y'all its me again. So yes! this is 'ol paranoid me. I copied my first blog from earlier and posted it on this site because i wanted it to count as my first entry because Brittany copied down the address for my other blog site so i couldnt write down my thoughts without someone reading it!*inhales breath* Phew thats a long sentance.So yea. ok. It is now June and i am finally convinced that Corey does not like me.You see, Corey is this guy i've liked all year,totally hot,nice,and tall which is good cuz i'm the towering height of '5"9. Ok, so the whole thing with him started last September when school started. I noticed him around maybe the 3rd day of school(he was in all of my classes,including homeroom and gym). right away i knew he was the hottest guy my age i had ever seen.i couldnt help but stare at him. I also made friends with this one girl named Kaitlyn. We both totally liked Corey and it was great. But i guess i made my liking him a little obvious cuz Corey's gf, Bryanna, asked Kaits in the locker room if i liked him and stupid kaits said that i did(because she didnt know i was changing in the stall). This info spread like wild fire and then the next thing i knew, everybody was staring at me.And, believe it or not, this was within 5 minutes because after gym(when we were changing), we had homeroom. So, i took a deep breath and walked into the room. The effect was immediate.Everybody hushed, then started in corses of chatter and laughter. My face turned redder then any flippin cherry as i saw Corey look up at me from the corner of my eye. I just stared down at my paper till the bell rang. Then i marched home. But, strangely enough, things have been ok since then. Kaits and i have become best friends(after i forgave her for that little incident). And Corey speaks to us, sortve. Well, Kaits gave him a note in March telling him that she liked him, and he avoided us for like, a month. Kaits and I made friends with Kaylee and Nikita, who are both really cool. But the REEALLY cool part is that Kaylee and Nikita are best friends with Corey and Jarred(corey's best friend), and we've all hung out together several times. We've even gone on Kaylee's and Nikita's trampeleenes with them. And wresteled with them. its fuuun. But, i can really tell that he doesnt like me.I used to get way giddy whenever i even though he looked at me. i disgust myself.lol. So yea, now we just say a few words once in while or glance at each other sometimes. I think he has the hotts for Kaits, honestly. He talks to her all the time. Tomorrow night is the Semi-Formal year end dance, and everybody is going. And I mean everybody. I'm wearing this really nice low neck green dress with sandals. It looks great. I wonder if Corey will notice...I'll see if i can write again later tonight cuz i have to go.
Queenie