Mood:  crushed out
June 17,2006 Well, the end of the year dance was freakin awesome!! It was so much fun and everybody looked great! Everybody loved my dress(booya) and it was totally fun. The only sucky part was that corey didnt even notice i was there. He floated around different crowds all night, and hovered around my group but didnt actually join us. which pissed me off. AND, there was 6 slow songs, and he slow danced each time with a girl that wasnt me. After every one of those dances, i more depressed and pictured those girl being thrown off a cliff into a mine field or something.Although, during the final slowdance(also the last song of the dance), Kaits and I floated over to visit kaylee who was sitting on a bench right in front of corey slowdancing with a girl in my class named emilie.when we sat down, corey's face went from blank to OMG. I swear, he looked so surprised! And then everytime he faced our direction he'd look straight at me and kaits. I really thought that he would notice me in my dress. I mean, half the girls in my class were like Oooo nice dress and DAMN, u got the figure girl! But , whatever, whats the point if the one guy i like doesnt even notice?? UGH. Although, there is one thing i'm looking forward to. Kaits' cousin Alan is coming up to visit her in the summer, and she says i'll like him. to which i was all like, cha right. but then she described him and i was like, well ok whatever. so today on MSN i was talking to her while she was talking to Alan, and shes like, I'm talking to alan. and i'm thinkin, ok whatever, so i told her to tell him hi. he said hey back and then kaits told me that he said he couldnt wait to meet me. i was all like, reeaally? thats when i got a little interested. So, out of curiosity, i asked how tall he was( and asked kaits not to tell him i asked) and she sed that he sed he was 5 10(an inch taller then me) and i was like YES! awesome! So, yea i guess i cant wait to meet him, and i know i shoudlnt get my hopes up too, cuz i havent been havin much luck with guys lately. But, appearently theres some new people moving in on my street, and they have a son my age. I'm like, oh really? :)So yea. right now i'm babysittin these 3 really cute kids. they're in bed right now and i had some free time so i came to write in my diary. Yea. I still dont know whether or not to trust this blog thing cuz i mean i know people will read this,and i dont honestly care. But if people i knew read this, i would DIE.Plus, i even click the private button for these blogs and yet i can go to them from google. i mean, whats the frickin point??oh well. its not like anybody i know will just accidentally happen to get to this. i mean, what are the chances of that happening? Honestly. ok now i'm just rambling to take up time. so i'll go now and save whoever's reading this from dying of boredom. Queenie