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Mood:  lazy

sooo it's clearly been over a year since i last decided to grace this blog with my writings....i obviously have some commitment issues. yep! still no boyfriend! what else is new? although it's summer break now....as if that's an excuse. it's simply because i'm a shy, depressing kid. who happens to be like, 5 ten and a half. YEAH. I'm so tall for a girl. and i actually moved back home last summer, and it's been nice. except, EVERYBODY there is so short!! the entire place is inhabited by midgets! errrgh. that includes all of my old friends, whom i don't even talk to anymore anyways. they're all popular and pretty and such. and dopies. and i am extremely against drugs. but right now i am in my parents apartment, which is not home but about 5 hours away. they got posted here and me and my brother get to stay home, except he's gone off to make money for his next year of university, and i'm staying with the 'rents. whoo. but it's really rather boring because i just sit inside all day... hmm...but!! i'm pretty excited because i get to go visit kaits, my best friend, next week!!! she lives about 14 hours away, so its going to be a looooong bus ride. but we haven't seen each other in a year so it's going to be worth it!! mostly because, despite all my bragging about making friends when i move, i did not make any real friends when i moved last summer. which is a bummer. so hopefully, with all my new classes, i'll make a decent friend AND have a guy to scope out. i.....i'm still not really over jesse. neither is kaits. it's just that..he was such a specimen!! he literally was , THE perfect looking guy. oh! how he was hot. *sigh* man it's really sad because its been 2 years since i started these and yet, i'm still in the exact same position i was then. no boy action. pathetic. i'm just going to have to get out of my shy shell , meet a hot, tall guy, and just...

YEP okay i've had enough. i'm done for now. who knows when i'll type again? maybe in another 2 years? ;)

Queenie 

Mood:  lazy

hey

ok so its the next day now and i dont really feel like talkin about Corey. So the whole thing at skatepark turned out pretty nice and i'll just leave it at that. A few days later(kaits was off in edmonton with her family) i saw a bunch of his stuff at the end of his driveway. Then a few days later, he was gone. G-o-n-e. He  moved away. i'm still sad about it....i'm just hoping there will be more hot guys this year. So, i've been pretty busy this summer. Babysitting, travelling, and having company over. So all in all i've been so busy that i've only gotten down to the beach ONCE the whole summer. And i bought this great new bikini and everything!! its really pissing me off so today my grandparents left(they were visiting yesterday) and i finally have some free time. Hopefully kaits' parents will drive us down to the beach 2day. Oh yea!  have some big news. My mom and dad got me and my mom plane tickets to go home in a few days!! Sheldon and Dad left yesterday(they're taking the three day drive) and we're flying down on the 30th. YEY!! we're going to spend 10 days there, and then we're going to drive back here for the 13th. YEA!!! i cant wait!! so yea thats about all the new news i have.....ugh. lol. I re-read some of my other blogs and i sound like some sort of soap opera of the words or something. Lol. hehe we got our female cat suki spayed the other day because she wouldnt stop crying for babies and her whole tummy is shaved. It soo funny cuz its just flabby pink there instead of fur, and of course a ropy cut from the surgery. Right now shes sitting in her cat carrier which is really weird considering evertime we try to put her in there she bolts. ok well now shes on my lap so i guess the carrier wasnt good enough. Wow, at least somebody likes me better then a cat carrier. OH YEA go me!! lol ok....scary....lol ok thats about it

byes

Queenie

Mood:  crushed out
June 17,2006 Well, the end of the year dance was freakin awesome!! It was so much fun and everybody looked great! Everybody loved my dress(booya) and it was totally fun. The only sucky part was that corey didnt even notice i was there. He floated around different crowds all night, and hovered around my group but didnt actually join us. which pissed me off. AND, there was 6 slow songs, and he slow danced each time with a girl that wasnt me. After every one of those dances, i more depressed and pictured those girl being thrown off a cliff into a mine field or something.Although, during the final slowdance(also the last song of the dance), Kaits and I floated over to visit kaylee who was sitting on a bench right in front of corey slowdancing with a girl in my class named emilie.when we sat down, corey's face went from blank to OMG. I swear, he looked so surprised! And then everytime he faced our direction he'd look straight at me and kaits. I really thought that he would notice me in my dress. I mean, half the girls in my class were like Oooo nice dress and DAMN, u got the figure girl! But , whatever, whats the point if the one guy i like doesnt even notice?? UGH. Although, there is one thing i'm looking forward to. Kaits' cousin Alan is coming up to visit her in the summer, and she says i'll like him. to which i was all like, cha right. but then she described him and i was like, well ok whatever. so today on MSN i was talking to her while she was talking to Alan, and shes like, I'm talking to alan. and i'm thinkin, ok whatever, so i told her to tell him hi. he said hey back and then kaits told me that he said he couldnt wait to meet me. i was all like, reeaally? thats when i got a little interested. So, out of curiosity, i asked how tall he was( and asked kaits not to tell him i asked) and she sed that he sed he was 5 10(an inch taller then me) and i was like YES! awesome! So, yea i guess i cant wait to meet him, and i know i shoudlnt get my hopes up too, cuz i havent been havin much luck with guys lately. But, appearently theres some new people moving in on my street, and they have a son my age. I'm like, oh really? :)So yea. right now i'm babysittin these 3 really cute kids. they're in bed right now and i had some free time so i came to write in my diary. Yea. I still dont know whether or not to trust this blog thing cuz i mean i know people will read this,and i dont honestly care. But if people i knew read this, i would DIE.Plus, i even click the private button for these blogs and yet i can go to them from google. i mean, whats the frickin point??oh well. its not like anybody i know will just accidentally happen to get to this. i mean, what are the chances of that happening? Honestly. ok now i'm just rambling to take up time. so i'll go now and save whoever's reading this from dying of boredom. Queenie

Stuff
Mood:  not sure
June 15,2006
Howdy y'all its me again. So yes! this is 'ol paranoid me. I copied my first blog from earlier and posted it on this site because i wanted it to count as my first entry because Brittany copied down the address for my other blog site so i couldnt write down my thoughts without someone reading it!*inhales breath* Phew thats a long sentance.So yea. ok. It is now June and i am finally convinced that Corey does not like me.You see, Corey is this guy i've liked all year,totally hot,nice,and tall which is good cuz i'm the towering height of '5"9. Ok, so the whole thing with him started last September when school started. I noticed him around maybe the 3rd day of school(he was in all of my classes,including homeroom and gym). right away i knew he was the hottest guy my age i had ever seen.i couldnt help but stare at him. I also made friends with this one girl named Kaitlyn. We both totally liked Corey and it was great. But i guess i made my liking him a little obvious cuz Corey's gf, Bryanna, asked Kaits in the locker room if i liked him and stupid kaits said that i did(because she didnt know i was changing in the stall). This info spread like wild fire and then the next thing i knew, everybody was staring at me.And, believe it or not, this was within 5 minutes because after gym(when we were changing), we had homeroom. So, i took a deep breath and walked into the room. The effect was immediate.Everybody hushed, then started in corses of chatter and laughter. My face turned redder then any flippin cherry as i saw Corey look up at me from the corner of my eye. I just stared down at my paper till the bell rang. Then i marched home. But, strangely enough, things have been ok since then. Kaits and i have become best friends(after i forgave her for that little incident). And Corey speaks to us, sortve. Well, Kaits gave him a note in March telling him that she liked him, and he avoided us for like, a month. Kaits and I made friends with Kaylee and Nikita, who are both really cool. But the REEALLY cool part is that Kaylee and Nikita are best friends with Corey and Jarred(corey's best friend), and we've all hung out together several times. We've even gone on Kaylee's and Nikita's trampeleenes with them. And wresteled with them. its fuuun. But, i can really tell that he doesnt like me.I used to get way giddy whenever i even though he looked at me. i disgust myself.lol. So yea, now we just say a few words once in while or glance at each other sometimes. I think he has the hotts for Kaits, honestly. He talks to her all the time. Tomorrow night is the Semi-Formal year end dance, and everybody is going. And I mean everybody. I'm wearing this really nice low neck green dress with sandals. It looks great. I wonder if Corey will notice...I'll see if i can write again later tonight cuz i have to go.
Queenie

FIRST ENTRY! GASP!
Mood:  lazy
June 15, 2006 Hello! This is my very first blog and just to warn you,if youre reading this,you'll be more bored then shit if you continue to read. Plus, its a bit embarrassing when people read ur thoughts!! oh yea ,FYI: this is not a blog about political nightmares and stuff or how the world is doomed and crap. These are just thoughts of a bored kid. Yup. My name is Queenie, by the way, nice to meet you. Thats not my real name, in case your wondering, its just some stupid name my gym teacher made up. I wont tell you my real name cuz i dont want any stalkers!!! Yea ok that sounded paranoid. Yep. So whats up? Today i had to go in for a checkup at the orthodontist. I've had braces for about 2 months, and it totally sucks. I got my wires and elastics changed plus i got a spring in there somewhere. YEY! it hurt a lot so me and my mom went to Micky D's to get milkshakes. Except that when we pulled into our driveway, mom's milkshake fell out of the drink holder and spilled everywhere. She kept saying fuck, shit oh fuck and oh man i really wanted that and FUCK! if it wasnt so sad, i wouldve lafed my face off. that sounded mean but hey its the truth. SO yea then i went to school not long after that. You know what? McDonalds makes good milkshakes. They're really yummy. And they have good ice cream which is practically the same thing. Ok, i just like ice cream. Its like, my fav food.yea. I would write about things that i actually care about, but my friend Brittany is sitting right beside me. That would be notdfrfhbt HEY!!! shes not nice.AHAHA. lol GOD I CANT TYPE TODAY!!! ok, i'll come bak on later and actually write about things. Queenie