Hmm...
Mood:  quizzical
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so now it's almost time for school again...not looking forward to it much...i'll be a junior! Yeah, that gives away my age, but whatever it'll help explain stuff. So i'm 16, and i started these blogs when i was 13, obviously...you can tell by my name :D

But yes, anyways, I'll be a junior and i've never had a boyfriend. Or really much male attention at all. It's very pitiable, wouldn't you agree? Although, i've had this conviction ever since i finished the last book in my favorite series, the Twilight Saga, that i'm going to get a man this year. I feel it! But, then again, i always think stuff like this and look where it's gotten me. No-where. Gah.

 And, I can't decide on what to take when i go to university. I'm interesting in something medicine, but i'm not entirely sure i could handle it. Blood doesnt really bother me, and i find that stuff intruiging, but i have no clue how i would take somebody who's missing a limb, or has an terrible, bloody disease and i would have to treat it, or surgery...what if i screwed up? i couldnt take it. Also, seeing people suffer just kills me. i think about it for days when i see somebody hurting in public, or think about how much it would hurt if that was me....

then, i had this thought a few minutes ago...what if i became a writer? how cool would that be? i mean, i'm always thinking like a book...stuff that happens, i always repeat it in my head but using words..yes, it's odd...but i really enjoy reading, and i love creative writing...and i like to write these blogs, even if i don't do it so often ^^ the only problem is, how can i create a story? how can I, me, make a book that people would want to read? make something that hasnt already been done? i don't know....

well, truth is, i already have a few ideas for stories. i just need to think a little about them and span out some details. i think i could do it.  i wonder if i could make money off it :3   another thing, i really don't want my name out there. i don't want people whom i only know a little or who would definitely scoff my kind of book to be all, oh my god, she wrote this crap? i think i would use an alias. yeah, i definitely would. Hmmm....

jeez! writing all this crap down makes it easier to actually consider this. Maybe that'll be a good project for me this year. see if i can start to write a story. i much prefer writing on a computer than by hand; it gets tedious and annoying after a while. Plus, typing is so much prettier ! I mean, look at this! No smudging, no scrawly printing...nice.  Wow, i've really gone on a tangent this time, eh? See what i mean? I enjoy talking about useless things. Well, okay, not really useless, it's my future :P Well, i'm gonna go, i'm talkin to Kaits on MSN

Ciao!

Queenie :3