yeah so that didn't pan out

didn't hear from that guy all weekend and then he showed up at like 1 pm monday with a "sorry i had no service all weekend and didn't get any till last night"

need i say more...

well, i will, cos i even gave him ONE MORE CHANCE, i said hi that sucked and i need more (timely) communication if this is gonna happen dude and then an entire day went by where he said nothing so i just deleted him from my discord

and the cycle continues

and then i spent a little while curious about this muscley dude who works at the gym. finally mussed up some courage this morning and asked one of the staff about him, got his first name, looked him up on facebook, he has a girlfriend and they attended a fucking freedom rally in the winter so that's a bust

HELP MEEEEE

and now i'm 31 !

haha check out that ancient emoji

anyway. yeehaw. idk what to do i am so FECKING LONELY and GETTING OLDER BY THE LITERAL SECOND but BAAH at least, at least i have had a boyfriend and i had lots of sex in those ten months lmao...but otherwise back to Eternal Singledom

a new zelda game came out recently so it's been good/bad to bury myself in that but as soon as that's done i'll return to being a huge sulk.

actually i'm still being a huge sulk, the only difference is at least i'm 'doing' something in my free time instead of wallowing about wishing i was making art